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Juvenile Drama

by Vertigo Gambler

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1.
Overture and curtains rise A set and a stage Among a light mist Revealed in trees the Hideaway I founded (a)Way before I learned about real life I would rather be the one Who doesn’t care to try The way you failed me Wasted energy Who am I? I would rather be the one who beds into your heart I would rather be the one, I know I want to be the one who gives it up (I accept thee) I would really love to sink in deep And not know end from start High low, no matter where we go We will never be apart I would rather be the one Who has you by my side With children playing Down by lakes Under clear blue skies
2.
Heavy 02:33
In the time of Lord Karellen That’s when all of us were born It’s hard to understand what came before Benefits and costs What did we give up? Why’s everything heavy The surface wearing down And in every space the pressure makes The beast come out I wanted to feel the love My soul’s banal Now, everything that I see You owe it all to me If I can’t be alive I would rather die
3.
Cutesy 03:17
Love, you made me promise not to run If memory serves, you were the one to call it off And so, what was the reality Was it all just games, or were we in love? This is the sound of… Babe, we never left the park that day And all that mattered in moments together is what we create We play pretend, throw a frisbee, build a fort and make love in it And despite knowing better we dreamed that there was no end This is the sound of children playing
4.
Bateman 03:45
Babe, you’re the keeper of my sunlight You got me hiding in the cold Bustin’ out like Hentai You wrap me up in tentacles Seems just like the other day You helped me find there’s another way And now I flip a switch like Gestalt My pain has turned to pleasurable It’s not enough to penetrate (all my holes) Cut me up with a silver blade On videotape I don’t wanna be a nothin’ when I am gone I want to find something in my life It’s not like everybody’s hoping (I’d drop them a line) Yet everybody will be watching (when it’s my time) I don’t even know what’s real anymore but the police after me I wave my gun in the sky and cry (yaAhh yaAhh) Not sure what I done but I had my fun and maybe I got something wrong I feel insane! Gets lonely up here at the top of the world so a psycho I will be Running naked with a knife I cry (yaAhh yaAhh) I got all the assets so no one suspects I’m the villain of this story Someone stop me!
5.
He’s the king of the streets Here take a pamphlet Everything that you need in there to understand it He’s a generous man and all that he asks is that you listen Money, power, fame You want it, you get it, you change And you build a prison where you’re the inmate Where you’re a slave to all your subjects And they necessitate the need to grow the state And make a monkey of ya He’s gonna be sending your collar in the mail Also in the box, at no extra cost, a tail With detailed instructions for installation That should get your heart racing It’s all GPS activated So he’ll know where you are every minute And when you hear his call Coming from the proprietary app on your phone You’ll crawl
6.
President Adolescent That’s my name, give me ice cream! I don’t have time for responsibilities Matter fact, give them all a snack It’s in the budget, right Jack?! I don’t even need to ask you that I don’t care where it comes from I just wanna throw a bone I’m tired of this anger coming at me Give them what they need I’ll sign anything, Jeeves Please let me sleep I wanna dream Do you remember when All of us pretended We were aliens? Open the chest filled with Women’s dress and used them as Uniforms We made up a new language Our economy was candy And we never got along with human beings So we patiently observed Infiltrating all the world Until it’s only us that they serve
7.
Rheya 02:59
I cast you out I’ve done everything I can To forget about you Still there are mornings when You’re there, at the end of my bed When I come to But I’m not afraid I know it’s a farce It’s not who you are it’s just my heart Looks like I got a lot of time Before I shake you off And I’m in love with a phantom The absence of something once held Will I ever feel like that again? Could it ever be in my command? I know there will be other lovers I know in time I’ll find there’s so much more To be enamoured with Then there could ever be to miss But that doesn’t change That from now til’ the end Some days I’ll wake and find you there in bed Looks like we got a lot of time Before I give up my ghost
8.
Over It 03:33
I’m over it I’m over all the bullshit I’m over politicians I’m over all the women I’m over all religions Ignorance and globalism Grown-ups acting like they children I need some help Work on myself You privileged mothafucka You never were no assistance How can you have no opinion? Sayin shit about the children? Hollywood abusing women? You selfish racist pervert Help the victims of the system Your problems are not primary focus (Aw shit man, did he really say that?) Gatekeeper I’m over all you lies That you try to decide What the people will imbibe You hypocrite, you’re fuckin sick You eat shit like it’s medicine So suck on this and make it quick Cause we ain’t gonna be around much longer People ain’t getting along anymore The dead are gonna be strewn upon your lawn (It’s War) War’s for the soul of humanity War’s gonna be the life of me They say the night is darkest fore’ the dawn There ain’t nothing gonna stop this baby Pendulum swings indefinitely (I’m positive) I’m over it I’m not gonna spend another minute Feeding my ignorance in echo chambers (I’m positive) I’m over it Fuck this I’m over casting votes outta fear I’m over placating political spheres Maybe we deserve the pain that we feel Blow it up, see if I care, I’m over it! It’s time to think for myself It’s time to give them all hell The preconceptions, dogmatic hexes Actions without consequences Om
9.
Gold Crumbs 03:05
Regardless of all of the pain that you gave You know that I won’t hurt you Your scent Your motherly love It’s all that I trust The moment I found you I already gave up Wish I tried I would hope that someday you’ll call me home Generation relaxation in a onesie Consuming comforts of our youth on repeat Gold crumbs of the world at our feet Every drug under the sun is in our blood and our seed We’re weird about sex, we believe in the hex And yes, we agree, Karl Marx is the best! Like a fire we desire the screen A second mother, like no other Always there when you need Do we really have any friends in here? Do we really know who sees us clear? Matter of fact, do you know yourself? How else would you know how you come off? I gotta be honest, we gotta start being honest I’m tired of building a lie of myself And what’s myself, if not the truth If I shake off all that won’t do
10.
For Viv 02:30

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During the tumultuous year that was 2020 we were forced, like many others, to go on a sabbatical of sorts. The album we had been working on for years was temporarily put on hold since we could no longer visit the public studio where we had spent months finalizing it. Our project had been stopped dead like much of the world, and having no other options, we took it upon ourselves to use the newly found free time together to get back into creative mode and make new music. What resulted was an almost nonstop 3 week writing and producing session in which we poured all of our fears and anxieties and hopes and dreams about the crazy paradigm we had no choice but to live through. Juvenile Drama is a nostalgic cry mourning the times that have gone, reckoning with the unbearable weight of an unmanageable society, and unravelling an identity to its core - finding a small glimmer of hope that there could be something better in our future. We hope you are well.
Thank you for listening.
Love,
Toni & Monty

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released December 9, 2020

Written, Produced, Performed, and Recorded by Vertigo Gambler
Mixed and Mastered by Toni Dear

Vertigo Gambler is Toni Dear and Monty Scienceist

Model Theater "Juvenile Drama" on cover Designed and Constructed by Toni Dear

Cover Photograph by Leeland McCartney

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